*^*These Are The Days Of Our Lives*^*

so today has been interesting and i must write more blogs than yesterday. i have a history map quiz tmorrow and im probably going to have to study while i write my blogs. how exciting does that sound?!?! but before i begin my epic studying adventure, i will write about my day. i have had a very slow day. my friend Natasha's birthday was yesterday and we celebrated it very well. i definately had a wonderful time sharing her 19th birthday with her. Today she is kinda in a bad mood. but its olkay she will definately get over it. life goes on. thank goodness anyway. im going to go for a little bit and i will write a nother blog later on today!! TIL THEN!!!

Sometime you just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say good-bye.

now that i have told all my friends secrets on the interent, i think its time i complained about my ex's for a little bit. I dated one guy for 2 years. His name was "Dannie." I was a Freshman in high school, and he was a senior in high school. we met through church camp and i seriously thought he was the love of my life. We were so opposite. i am very social and he is shy and kept to himself. we grew up together, and i never thought i would see myself with him, but apparently it was meant to be. we dated for 2 years so obviously it was something. yeah we had our ups and downs but we always seemed to make it though. We broke up right before my senior year. so i decided as a rebound i would get with his cousin. stupid mistake on my part and will regret it for the rest of my life. but he got with a girl that went to college with him. and he cheated on her. this guy had never once cheated on me. he didnt have a reason to. i was not hte controlling, up your butt girl like the girl he was dating at the time was. i was content with talking to him once a day right before i went to bed, because i knew i would see him over the weekend. he called me one night and cried to me about how he wanted me back, but i couldnt do it. something in my heart told me that i couldnt put my ehart into it anymore. i had been hurt so many times and let myself get back out there to get hurt that i was tired of it. at some point in life your heart just gives up, and mine did. now every guy i look at i compare to "Dannie" and one day ill find someone that is better than him, or if i dont, ill just go back to him.

"the man that smiles when things go wrong, has already thougth of someone to pin it on"

now after i have described all of Camerons problems, on to Natasha! bahaha Natasha has been one of my best friends from the start and she has always been there for me. supportive and i want nothing but the best for her. honestly i believe you meet your match oonce in life, and i seriously think that Natasha has met the one guy that is her match. His name is Shamus. He is seriously a very happy go lucky person. he is freakin peppy all the time and always has a goofy grin on his face. Natasha is also very high strung and i have never met a person who would be as compatable for her as him. they equal each other out so much. They are both extremely sarcastic and whitty and honestly the chemistry they have with each other is ridiculous. Im so jealous. ha like i said, i think you only find one true match. and i think Shamus is definatley made for Natasha. they are so alike but also so opposite. but like i said before, why cant boys just voice their opinions and stop playing games and just lay it out on the table. Grow up men. grow up.

Mental Axiety, Mental Brakedowns, Menstrural Cramps, Menapause, EVER NOTICE HOW ALL WOMENS PROBLEMS BEGIN WITH MEN??

So im out front on this beautiful monday night. I am being eaten up by mosquitos and talking to Cameron. Cameron is dealing with having two guys in her life and not being able to choose between the two. she is an amazing girl and deserves nothing but hte best. Jim Bo is hard headed, she just said that outloud. its so silly how self centered boys can be. he doesnt do anything that doesnt benefit himself. Im not exactly sure about this guy yet, i have not met him. but this guy seems to be more of her type. he is country apparently, ha just like cameron. On the other end of the spectrum there is freakin Remington. Remington is just a baby. he doenst know how to hold his own and has everything fed to him. its kinda ridiculous. Cameron has always seemed like a head strong kinda girl and to see her liking a guy like Remington is so not her, but they always say opposites attract. Why does it have to be so difficult?!? why cant either one of these guys who have definate potential speak up and say something about what is going on and what exactly they want. She is too amazing of a girl to have to deal with stupid douche bags. i mean really guys?! grow up..

Be nice to your siblings, they are the link to your past, and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.

This next blog is being contributed to my sister. She is my best friend and is with me thru thick and thin. i may not have many true blue loyal friends but i have my sister. sure we had our hard times. i definately hated her guts back in the day. she made me hate her. She did things to me that can probably never be taken back but you know life goes on and i am prepared to deal with that. She is definately prettier than i am. i know htis forsure, but we balance each other out. that is for sure. when she got married we werent as close as we are now but after she moved out of the house, she automatically wanted to be my best friend and wanted everything to do with my life. this was a very interesting 180 switch to what i was used too. but now we are closer than ever, she knows everything that is going on in my life. I tell her more than i will probably tell my husband when i am married one day. that is just a little bout my sister. shes the freakin POOOOOOOOOO

Prost Prost Comrades

ill start talking about first my rugby guys. They are probably some of hte most amazing guys i have ever met. they are all hilarious and keep my life as interesting as possible. Southern Miss Rugby is not very big but were trying to get it to be bigger, so if your reading this PLEASE COME PRACTICE! :) they need boys!!!! monday and wednesday nights are practices and they start at 6:30. We always have fun when we are together and they always make my day, even when i am having a seriously bad day! they are just that awesome of friends! can you tell im just tryin to get these blogs done?? cause i sure nuff can!! idk what else to say about my ruggers. i have basically built them up as high as i can.

So i gotta get to crackin on these blogs

So im kinda stuck doing blogs from now til friday and having to make up crap to talk about for a little bit. Im not exactly sure what to write about, and its seriously confusing to think about when i have so much in my head. I really miss home. i go home in 2 weeks and im to the point of crying from sheer excitement. I am at the Rugby house at the moment, and tryin to think of what i want to write about as i am sittin on the porch while one guy is moving in and all my other friends are doing their own thing in the den. i can think clearer when i am alone and in a peaceful place, even though the drive by traffic is definately a concentration killer. i forgot how long these things are supposed to be. i hoep htis is long enough. well see. i got thrity more to go. GO SHELBY!!

I Miss My Boys!!!

Alright so my first one i do not have to get on Google to write about. its whats been on my mind for a little while. First off.. all i have to say is i HATE living with girls now! All my life i have always been one of hte guys and never had to deal with the Estrogen of Females. I never liked hanging out with girls from my high school because of hte fact that all they did was cause drama and im not really a huge fan of drama. it kinda annoys me to hear girls whine all the time about how this person doenst like them or that person said this about them. its completely pointless!!! My guys are awesome!! i love hanging out with them. they are really fun. i miss my guy friends from home like crazy! i love being able to wear a t shirt blue jeans and flip flops and my hair look really bad and just being myself and being goofy and those guys not judging me for how i look but how i act! they loved that i could be fun with them and not be a "typical" girl that complained all the time. i always thoguth that was really cool. Ugh ok im done venting about Estrogen.

Shelby

My Blogging Delima

So i know what im going to do to write 32 post on this silly little blog thingy. i am going to get on Google.com and look up on some of hte gosssip and then im going to write about how stupid everything is. ha im a good venter for sure, and im sure no one really reads these things except my teacher anyway. so im not going to embarrass myself.i have a lot of blogs to write and little to no time to do so! so now i will figure out what my first RANDOM blog will be about and hten i will continue to impress you with my extremely random thoughts. maybe this will help my Anger and frustraiton tht i have during this week. it will be very intruiging. ha Good Luck Mr Davidson trying to understand how RANDOM my mind actually is.
Shelby

WOW im procrastinating

So i just found out i have to write 32 blogs by the end of this semester PLUS keep up with the blogs im supposed to have anyway. thats a pretty big deal. So im getting to it right now. I just got into clinton and im going to be here this weekend for the most part. i have some little things i have to do around the house. i gotta get my oil changed and i am going ot a rugby game later for fun. im not too excited about it but you know, ill live. i hope this is the length that will suffice.
haha you will hear alot more from me since i have to write 32 of these jokers
Shelby

"When choosing between two evils, I always like to try the one I've never tried before."-- Mae West

So today has been an interesting day. I am still not really sure how to work this blog thing. Ha, guess this will just have to do. I am ready for this weekend, i get to see my friends from home. They are all coming down this weekend and i never get to see them now that im in college. I also get to see my little brother, which makes me really happy. Brent is 16 and he is one of my best friends. He always is protective of me and cares about me. Weird having a younger brother who is protective. I think im going to write this blog in dedication to him. He has never really been wrong about any guy that i have dated. Hum..kinda strange if you ask me. i Guess its cause he knows how a guys mind works. So i have yet to find a guy who is actually "suitable" for Me because Brent has always had something to say about the guy in question. He is a really great brother. i love that kid to death! I Miss my baby brother alot when im down here and he is up there going through the High School years and me not being there to watch him go through it! Everytime i think about it, it makes me completely depressed.
Anyway i think i have ranted enough about my "little pride and joy" :) til next week, im out.
Shelby

"When Its Nine In The Afternoon, Your Eyes Are The Size Of The Moon, You Could Cause You Can So You Do, Were Feeling SO GOOD!!!"

So here we go with this whole blog thing. I have never been able to post personal stuff on the internet, how random. Never thought i would have to do this for English. Im pretty excited about some of my classes. My psychology class looks like its going to be pretty hard but no worries, im takin enough hours to be able to drop it if needed. Theatre will be interesting. I love being outgoing and getting up in front of people, but only when im not going to be graded on what i say. My nutrition class will be VERY VERY VERY interesting. My teacher is deaf, literally. you have to use a microphone that is programmed to put the sound directly into hearing aids. Statistics will be hard. Im not a very good math person. History, well, i got in trouble in history yesterday for texting which if you know me is not very suprising. Hey im getting pretty good at this putting down my feelings on this thing. Seems like this could be very addicting. This weekend i have plans to go home and spend some time with my FRIENDS!! :) im pretty excited about that, and having no class on monday will be AMAZING!! i hope this blog is long enough, and i have a feeling i will be writing on this alot more frequently than necissary.
Still dont understand how to put music on my actual blog part where the pink and black is. anyone know anything about that??
Shelby