*^*These Are The Days Of Our Lives*^*

so today has been interesting and i must write more blogs than yesterday. i have a history map quiz tmorrow and im probably going to have to study while i write my blogs. how exciting does that sound?!?! but before i begin my epic studying adventure, i will write about my day. i have had a very slow day. my friend Natasha's birthday was yesterday and we celebrated it very well. i definately had a wonderful time sharing her 19th birthday with her. Today she is kinda in a bad mood. but its olkay she will definately get over it. life goes on. thank goodness anyway. im going to go for a little bit and i will write a nother blog later on today!! TIL THEN!!!

Sometime you just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say good-bye.

now that i have told all my friends secrets on the interent, i think its time i complained about my ex's for a little bit. I dated one guy for 2 years. His name was "Dannie." I was a Freshman in high school, and he was a senior in high school. we met through church camp and i seriously thought he was the love of my life. We were so opposite. i am very social and he is shy and kept to himself. we grew up together, and i never thought i would see myself with him, but apparently it was meant to be. we dated for 2 years so obviously it was something. yeah we had our ups and downs but we always seemed to make it though. We broke up right before my senior year. so i decided as a rebound i would get with his cousin. stupid mistake on my part and will regret it for the rest of my life. but he got with a girl that went to college with him. and he cheated on her. this guy had never once cheated on me. he didnt have a reason to. i was not hte controlling, up your butt girl like the girl he was dating at the time was. i was content with talking to him once a day right before i went to bed, because i knew i would see him over the weekend. he called me one night and cried to me about how he wanted me back, but i couldnt do it. something in my heart told me that i couldnt put my ehart into it anymore. i had been hurt so many times and let myself get back out there to get hurt that i was tired of it. at some point in life your heart just gives up, and mine did. now every guy i look at i compare to "Dannie" and one day ill find someone that is better than him, or if i dont, ill just go back to him.

"the man that smiles when things go wrong, has already thougth of someone to pin it on"

now after i have described all of Camerons problems, on to Natasha! bahaha Natasha has been one of my best friends from the start and she has always been there for me. supportive and i want nothing but the best for her. honestly i believe you meet your match oonce in life, and i seriously think that Natasha has met the one guy that is her match. His name is Shamus. He is seriously a very happy go lucky person. he is freakin peppy all the time and always has a goofy grin on his face. Natasha is also very high strung and i have never met a person who would be as compatable for her as him. they equal each other out so much. They are both extremely sarcastic and whitty and honestly the chemistry they have with each other is ridiculous. Im so jealous. ha like i said, i think you only find one true match. and i think Shamus is definatley made for Natasha. they are so alike but also so opposite. but like i said before, why cant boys just voice their opinions and stop playing games and just lay it out on the table. Grow up men. grow up.

Mental Axiety, Mental Brakedowns, Menstrural Cramps, Menapause, EVER NOTICE HOW ALL WOMENS PROBLEMS BEGIN WITH MEN??

So im out front on this beautiful monday night. I am being eaten up by mosquitos and talking to Cameron. Cameron is dealing with having two guys in her life and not being able to choose between the two. she is an amazing girl and deserves nothing but hte best. Jim Bo is hard headed, she just said that outloud. its so silly how self centered boys can be. he doesnt do anything that doesnt benefit himself. Im not exactly sure about this guy yet, i have not met him. but this guy seems to be more of her type. he is country apparently, ha just like cameron. On the other end of the spectrum there is freakin Remington. Remington is just a baby. he doenst know how to hold his own and has everything fed to him. its kinda ridiculous. Cameron has always seemed like a head strong kinda girl and to see her liking a guy like Remington is so not her, but they always say opposites attract. Why does it have to be so difficult?!? why cant either one of these guys who have definate potential speak up and say something about what is going on and what exactly they want. She is too amazing of a girl to have to deal with stupid douche bags. i mean really guys?! grow up..

Be nice to your siblings, they are the link to your past, and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.

This next blog is being contributed to my sister. She is my best friend and is with me thru thick and thin. i may not have many true blue loyal friends but i have my sister. sure we had our hard times. i definately hated her guts back in the day. she made me hate her. She did things to me that can probably never be taken back but you know life goes on and i am prepared to deal with that. She is definately prettier than i am. i know htis forsure, but we balance each other out. that is for sure. when she got married we werent as close as we are now but after she moved out of the house, she automatically wanted to be my best friend and wanted everything to do with my life. this was a very interesting 180 switch to what i was used too. but now we are closer than ever, she knows everything that is going on in my life. I tell her more than i will probably tell my husband when i am married one day. that is just a little bout my sister. shes the freakin POOOOOOOOOO

Prost Prost Comrades

ill start talking about first my rugby guys. They are probably some of hte most amazing guys i have ever met. they are all hilarious and keep my life as interesting as possible. Southern Miss Rugby is not very big but were trying to get it to be bigger, so if your reading this PLEASE COME PRACTICE! :) they need boys!!!! monday and wednesday nights are practices and they start at 6:30. We always have fun when we are together and they always make my day, even when i am having a seriously bad day! they are just that awesome of friends! can you tell im just tryin to get these blogs done?? cause i sure nuff can!! idk what else to say about my ruggers. i have basically built them up as high as i can.

So i gotta get to crackin on these blogs

So im kinda stuck doing blogs from now til friday and having to make up crap to talk about for a little bit. Im not exactly sure what to write about, and its seriously confusing to think about when i have so much in my head. I really miss home. i go home in 2 weeks and im to the point of crying from sheer excitement. I am at the Rugby house at the moment, and tryin to think of what i want to write about as i am sittin on the porch while one guy is moving in and all my other friends are doing their own thing in the den. i can think clearer when i am alone and in a peaceful place, even though the drive by traffic is definately a concentration killer. i forgot how long these things are supposed to be. i hoep htis is long enough. well see. i got thrity more to go. GO SHELBY!!